It's been 2 years but still my heart is aching whwn thinking of him... Why its hard to forget him? 😢 I tried myself busy but still I'm thinking of him when I'm working... Sometimes I'm thinking what I feel when we see each other? What will my reaction? It makes me nervous thinking what if I can't control to cry? Maybe that's why God did not give him to sense of presence to his mother because we are not ready to face him. I hope I'm ready, strong.