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Itās been so long since you left, there are times when I canāt remember why you did.
I moved on, changed my life and started fresh, but part of me still holds onto pieces of us.
Not because I want to or that Iām hoping youāll come back to me, but because thereās a part of my heart that just wonāt let go..
Where the love for you still lingers, even when my head has long since made peace with what happened.
Thereās really nothing that I can say that will change what my heart does and feels, thatās a battle that my head has fought many times..and lost every time.
I wish I could let go of that last little bit of feelings that I have for you, but I just canāt.
I havenāt heard from you in a long time and honestly, I donāt think about you anymore- and Iām good with that..
But thereās just those times that I hear a song or see a place we once loved and the memories come flooding back.
Itās a blend of happiness and sadness when that happens, and Iāve just learned to make the best of it.
I think part of me will always love you, even though youāre part of a chapter in my life that Iāve long since closed..
I guess thatās just how some people affect us- once we love them, we always will.
I canāt change how my heart feels, and itās not sadness or regrets it holds onto, but the love we shared.
I donāt know if Iāll ever love someone the way I loved you, but next time, Iām going to try to love someone more..love them better..
Just the way I want to be loved.
I deserve that and so does my heart.
That, for now, will have to be enough to keep me smiling, hoping and fighting for better days.
Iāll find the right kind of love next time, and Iām going to keep evolving and living until I get there.
One day at a time..
Love is out there- and maybe next time, it will be forever.
Until then, Iāll keep loving me more, living in the moments and just being happy.
|ravenwolfšŗ