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January 08, 2022 03:43:48 AM - PST | 27 views

It feels like I’ve been going through the motions for so long that I didn’t know how to break free from everything that has been holding me back.
I knew I needed more, that I wasn’t happy with my life the way it was..
But I just didn’t know where to start to make the changes that I knew I needed.
So, I chose to change it all whenever I could however I could.
Am I scared?
Do I have it figured out?
Not even close.
Do have all the answers?
No way.
I do know where I want to be someday and how I want to feel and the only way I’m going to get there is to embrace the changes that have scared me for too long.
It’s a hard thing to see your happiness in the distance but not know how to get there…
But I need more - my heart and soul ache for things that are missing in my life.
I want to take the trips I’ve been putting off.
I want to try the food that I’ve been hesitant to try.
I want to live free, love hard and step outside my comfort zone.
This has been a long time coming and I know it’s what I need, but it still scares me to death at times.
The unknown, the uncertainty, the risks.
But I also know I want purpose, fulfillment and happiness in knowing I listened to my heart and did the things that I always wanted.
Oh, I know it won’t be easy, painless or fast..
But I’ll get there.
I’m sure I’ll have some bad experiences and there will still be days that suck.
But more than that, I won’t have any regrets.
I’ll have traveled to unseen places , met new people and truly lived and loved.
No more ordinary and average for me.
Give me the intense, passionate and soul filling experiences that are waiting for me.
I may know not everything, but I know this:
I’ll finally be living the life I’ve always wanted.
No more “what ifs,” “maybes,” and “hopefully.”
And for me..that is more than enough.
See you out there in life.
It’s a great day to be alive.
|ravenwolf 🐺

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